dear ambellina

just in case u were wondering

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 05:54:34 GMT

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/deathcab4chrissy/album?.dir=/7e05&.src=ph

a link to my life so far
thanks

let's bring him down!!!!

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 01:03:23 GMT

I AM STARTING A GROUP WHO IS WITH ME

IT IS CALLED THE "WHIPE K-FED'S SEED FROM THIS EARTH" GROUP

We are going taking it to congress.....what are we about?

It's simple

there are people, good caring people who actually contribute to this society that can not have children and it is sad....

Yet this dancing monkey is allowed to spread his filthy, disgusting, ill-mannored, seed anywhere he pleases. Well as american citizens we will not stand quietly and let this happen....We want congress to pass a bill that will outlaw Kfed from EVER having children EVER AGAIN!!!

WHO'S WITH ME????

I loooooove it

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 07:19:59 GMT

http://www.walken2008.com/index.html

....................

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 15:11:58 GMT

I feel the safest I have ever felt when i am in his arms

when he holds me its like time has totally stopped and we are the only two people in the world

when i see him, all i can do is smile

I dont want him to leave at night

he makes me happy

and it scares me to be this happy

......

wow ok

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 19:47:52 GMT

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/deathcab4chrissy/album?.dir=b141&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/deathcab4chrissy/my_photos

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/deathcab4chrissy/album?.dir=76a2&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/deathcab4chrissy/my_photos

wow...

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 09:14:08 GMT

you know this is for you

because I am so pathetic

(it all pretains except the killing part....I wouldn't kill for you)

i'm going to ride this plane out of your life again
i wish that i could stay, but you argue
more than this, i wish you could have seen my face
in backseats staring out of the window

i'll do anything for you
kill anyone for you
so leave yourself intact,
because i will be coming back
in the phrase to cut these lips:
i love you

the morning will come in the press of every kiss
with your head upon my chest
where i will annoy you with every waking breath
until you decide to wake up

i've earned through hope and faith
all the curves around your face
that i'm the one you'll hold forever
if morning never comes,
for evil i'll evolve
and this i pray to you, wherever

i'll do anything for you
this story is for you
because i'll do anything for you
anything you want me to for you,
kill anyone for you
so leave yourself intact,
because i won't be coming back
in a phrase to cut these lips,
i loved you

the morning will come in the press of every kiss
with your head upon my chest
where i will annoy you with every waking breath,
until you decide to wake up

the morning will come in the press of every kiss
with your head upon my chest
where i will annoy you with every waking breath
until you decide to wake up

haha wow coheed message board

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 11:20:17 GMT

so i went on the board a minute ago for old times sake...I was looking at the picture post and I just had to laugh....I remember when I was a board hottie and a total picture whore....
I remember Hollie posting one million pictures a day
I remember ryry
I remember Myke
I remember kellie
I remember Jlyn
i remember when Jlyn's other names
haha colin's random thread is still there
but do any of them remember colin?
or colin and hollie's comic?
or the cleavage thread
oh boy
nostolgia

whats new in my life....no really this time

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 23:14:25 GMT

I am so glad i never have to go back to high school
ever
I keep having nightmares that i am back in highschool
and the little bitches like Megan Donovan and Arielle And Jenna Lynn are there
and causing bullshit as usual and acting like the stuck up plastics that they were
then i wake up
and i am glad that i never have to deal with those people ever again.
anyway
what has been going on with me

well
I did a photoshoot last night for this project i wanted to do
i have been writing a lot lately
i don't know
definatly not the same person that left jersey....
everything changes
but somethings stay the same
my friends may change
but the real ones will always be there
I'm stuck with them for life.

I'm bad news

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 02:57:31 GMT

I feel like i am going to vomit

oh well

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 02:56:44 GMT

This song is the story of my life

Good to be in love

By: Frou Frou

i don't know where to start -

say i'm tired or throw a party

these cucumber eyes are lying the more that i smile about it

& all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throwaways

i don¹t like it

it's good to be in love

it really does suit you

just like everything

i'm happy you¹re in love
cause every colour goes where you do

i'm adoring you it¹s all good

you're so beautiful i¹m black & blue all over

you're breaking my flow

how could you know what i'm saying about it

[when all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throwaways]

i don't like it

it's good to be in love

i feel so powerless

i've got to stop it somehow

oh come on what can i do

[why's it happening]

how's it happening without me

how's it happening that he feels it without me

it's good to be in love

I can't describe

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 11:23:29 GMT

I have been in the weirdest mood lately
and I can't decide if it is good
or bad

he is basically my best friend

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 00:20:41 GMT

obsidian descent: when i'm all older

obsidian descent: i'm going to come to your house
obsidian descent: and your child will answer the door. and i will ask "can chrissy come out and play"
obsidian descent: they will look in confusion and go to you and say. there's a man at the door.
obsidian descent: he wasn't to know if you can play
obsidian descent: i will hear your footsteps in the distance and the faint scream of my name.
obsidian descent: i will turn just intime to catch you and you jump to me and you will not fall
obsidian descent: and this is how we will great each other
obsidian descent: we will never be to old for our games

I'm listening to Merry Xmas(war is over)

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 22:38:20 GMT

and I don't care that its mid october
after holloween Alice might be playing Xmas music right up until christmas...
how i miss home
I need to go out and shoot the last rolls of my film
but i am being so lazy
i don't feel like going to the darkroom
but i have to
i ran out of photo paper
so i had to order more online
but it wont be here till thursday
so I can't print till at least friday
which pisses me off
i also ordered sweaters off of wetseal.com
i shouldn't have
because i have no money
but I did
oh well
i wish i had more to say

why do i have "sheets of egyption cotton" stuck in my head?

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 21:36:29 GMT

It's not even a real song
but whatever
I'm sick
it sucks
my nose is running
when it's not stuffed with boogers
I am in berkley right now
I definatly think Cal State Berkley is the place for me to go
I spent the night at Jamrock's
I met another guy
I said i was done with meeting guys
I said i was done
i gave up on all of them
and then more come out of the woodwork and prove themselves to be trustworthy
and i can't trust them
why?
because thats just the way I am
but we didnt even kiss
so I did good
nah nah nah nah nah nah nah naah
sheets of egyption cooooootton
anyway
i went to Urban today
with the sole purporse of buying a pair of sunglasses
because as the fog fades away it is unbearably sunny in SF and the east Bay
but i digress
as I digressed from buying ONLY a pair of 20 dollar sunglasses
and somehow walked out with two shirt a new hat and a pair of sunglass for 73 bucks
the sad part
I don't know how i am going to get home
because i have no money left on my BART card
and I have no money left on my bank card
FUUUUUCK
hitchhike anyone?

dear andy,

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 23:38:30 GMT

come visit
seriosuly

I hate to admit it

but i miss your smelly butt

asdfkjaslkd

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 05:53:13 GMT

For the record...

it is NOT ok for some random piece of shit uneducated fuckwit poor excuse of a man to touch me

EVER

I would like to know i can walk down the street to meet my family for a birthday dinner without being touched by someone i don't even know

to have my thigh grabbed by someone who i have never seen in my entire life!!!

WHO THE FUCK TOLD YOU IT WAS OK???

WHO THE FUCK RAISED YOU TO JUST TOUCH A WOMAN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW

WHAT THE FUCK MAKES YOU THINK THAT YOU CAN JUST TOUCH MY BODY WITHOUT MY PERMISSION??

THIS IS MY GOD DAMN BODY DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME????? MY BODY AND YOU DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES HAVE THE RIGHT TO TOUCH IT WITHOUT MY SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so sick and tired of being hooted at

of being honked at

I am sick of the "hey babies" and the "yo you got a phone number?"

A week ago some guy almost ran over a pedestrian just to backup his shit kicker truck and gawk at me

today a truck full of guys acutally stopped to stare at me as i walked into my house

WHAT THE FUCK!??!!?

DOES THIS WORK FOR YOU???

DO YOU GET WOMEN THIS WAY? BY ACTING LIKE SHITHEADS???

god who RAISED THESE MORONS?????

I have never felt so disgusted in my life

i have never felt so violated

I am honestly scared to walk down the street by myself

the sad part

this is happening in daylight!!!!!!!!!

I need to by pepper spray

sojfaiojsfdaoisdfja

I shouldn't have to feel this way

no one has the right to take away my security!!

FUCK!

i guess i should update this for real

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 19:07:22 GMT

so yeah...
whats been going on with me? I mean really going on?
Not much. Finishing up some homework....doing papers.
Midterms are coming up
i wish i had more to say
but i don't
oh well

haha

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 18:31:44 GMT

some people are really just kind of......oh whats the term
pathetic?
yeah thats it

i have dog hair all over mea
and my room smells like boy
but in a good way

things are going great and they are only getting better

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 22:24:52 GMT

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:-D

wow

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 01:46:42 GMT

My CoCo

By: Stellastar*

Cool my brains and soothe my head
Stimulate me, my co-co-co
Sneak into my empty bed
And educate me, my co-co-co

In the summer, in the spring
In public places, my co-co-co
On an island far away
Lemonade with my co-co-co

And when I was down and failing life
You came to save me, my co-co-co
And when they said I'm telling lies
You believed me, my co-co-co

And through the noise I heard a song
You were singing, my co-co-co
And when you said that nothing's wrong
I believed you, my co-co-co
But you were gone when I came through
And I remember you first
Well someday I'll dance with you
When I'm dreaming, my co-co-co

I sat alone and I didn't care
I sat two years in the same old chair
I saw three roads and I didn't know
Which way to go-go-go-go

I need some help from a little love
I need some help from a little above
And you were there, I'm still in love
I won't forget you Coco
I won't forget you Coco
I won't forget you no, no

Because you're my Coco
My Coco, my Coco
You're my Coco, yeah, my Coco

wow

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 14:31:10 GMT

last night was truly top notch
alex and I went to popscene
where we saw stellastar* live
i wasnt sure if they were going to be live or if it was a djed set
but they were live
and i was so happy
they played jenny
i got wasted
and then i danced
a lot
me feet hurt
i got home at two but couldnt fall alseep for another hour because my ears were ringing
i thought that was weird
alex and I are seeing coheed
and death cab
alex rocks
i have a class in a half hour
i want to go back to bed
being hung over for psych is not the way to go

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 21:40:41 GMT

So you want a medal for the things you've done
Well, prizes don't come around as easy as you want 'em
Now, you want a mountain with your face engraved
so everybody in the world can see the' face of nothing' change

Hip hip hooray you're a saving grace
Here's to you and your poker face
Hip hip hooray you're a saving grace
Here's to you

You want a monument arrected in your name and
odds are we will would tear it down
when you leave as quickly as you came
You want a place in the history books but
no one has changed history with double talk and dirty looks

Hip hip hooray you're a saving grace
Here's to you and your poker face
Hip hip hooray you're a saving grace
Here's to you

You heighten yourself to lower the blame
you more to yourself to heighten the fame
and you lower yourself to draw the confession
Here's to you

You want a medal for the things you've done
but if you really did a damn thing
we would've gave you one
You want a mountain with your face engraved
so everyone will know the face
when approached by the runaway

Hip hip hooray you're a saving grace
Here's to you and your poker face
Hip hip hooray you're a saving grace
Here's to you

and things couldn't be better

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 18:45:02 GMT

why you may ask?
High B on my Psych Midterm is why!
3 points away from an A
The sun is shinning again
I feel wonderful
life couldn't be better
i am going to take my books and go lay around campus
maybe write something

on another note
i have realized this whole "poor me poor me" self pity bullshit lonely lil insecure jersey girl thing i have been doing since i got here is complete bullshit
of all the people in the world to be lonely
it certainly is not me
So i don't have an exclusive someone or a BF or whatever
I have better
I have a group of friend back home who i wouldn't trade for the world
I have a mother who loves me more than anything
i have a father who would do anything for his baby girl
I have a brother who, despite his ignorant short comings really isn't half bad
I have a bubser for a BFF(you are missing out on the world if you don't have her)
I have an andrew codner.....the Black Edition
I have a chewy Jew (great for the mind body and soul)
I have a CHUNX(who takes care of me and puts veggie tale bandaides on when my heart hurts)
I have two little boys in Mt. Laurel who ask my mom if I am home yet and when I will be home
Basically.....i sat down and evaluated all of this
and it came up as such
friends like mine, are way better then any boyfriend or exclusive fuck buddy i could ever have at a time like this
because my friends and family are true
they love me for who I am
for what i do
no matter what
no matter when
They are always there to answer my calls
they drop whatever they are doing to listen to my problems(especially joe who has been known to wake up at 2 in the AM to listen to me bitch and moan)
They would kill for me
I would kill for them
They are my backbone
my support
and i know i say this all the time
but sometimes i don't feel like all the time is enough
Because sometimes it isn't
and it took me moving half way across the country
to realize how much they all mean to me
and no man or women(dude at this point from where i am....you just never know) who comes into my life will ever be able to top what they do for me....he would have some high standards to beat....
but anyway
I will no longer feel lonely
or cry because i think i am lonely
everytime i start that bullshit i just pop in my DVD that joe made for me
and realize i am everything BUT lonely.

they call me mellow yellow(quite righTly)

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 23:16:57 GMT

Actually no they don't.....but it's fun to pretend they do. The past couple of days have been wonderful. Why you may ask? Ok well where do i begin(my dear appollo????)well i found out my medical problems are stress related which is fantastic! I'm not dying! The sun was out yesterday and when its sunny is San Fran its a good thing...nick and I hung out yesterday which was fun. Nick is a cool kid and it was good to see him while he was here. Found out yesterday I lost four pounds!!! WHOOOT!! I had a weigbht loss goal of about 6 pounds for the end of this week and it looks like i am going to meet it. Just start running up the san fran hills and the weight just falls off kids! I'm telling you. hmm what else what else? Oh i hacked my finer yesterday while nick was here....it sucked. I was making salads for the both of us....and i was making mine and the knife slipped and went right it.....it actually looks kinda gross...kinda really gross. I wont lie...it hurt a little. Nick played doctor(terribly i must say) and bandaged me up. Met a cute guy at the photolab the other day....Mikee...super cute and very nice. I owe him a lollipop. I got my photo project done early so i can trun it in early for extra credit.....Alex and I are going to see Coheed together. I guess thats it. Ohh everything is coming up roses...and if im not mistaken this weekend should be fucking amazing.
thanks

um

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 06:52:33 GMT

I don't mean to be gross but

i just shat blood tonight i think.
i am concerned?
coinsiding with the sharp pain in my left side
and the throwing up for no reason on thursday
and the constant lethargicness.
what the fuck???????
sfjasdlja
i think i need to go home